Saturday, February 25 @ 9:33 PM
had band prac at 1pm which i knew at erm.. 12+? lol. e songs all quite nice.. but vv difficult to sing!!! haha..so high. wad if i zao sia? lol. n today's service was gd. i love all e songs.. realli set me tinking deep down my heart. i wanna throw all my troubles away.. n give it to god for he has died for me n took away all these pain n troubles. no matter wad.. he knows it all. wadever i've been thru.. thk you lord. well, now i don reali tink so much abt r/s stuffs le la. n i tink dat being loved is still best.. heh.. =) 'U can't make someone love u, all u can do is to be someone who can be loved'
Wednesday, February 1 @ 3:58 PM
i hv always wondered.. wad if 1 day i jus suddenly disappear frm dis world.. wonder how many ppl around me will truely care for me.. or even realise im gone? smtimes i will doubt.. R e ppl around me really caring for me? or izit jus e surface of em? wad abt e inside? i feel guilty doubting em.. but i cnt help tinking. who can really understand me? well.. i noe ere is one hu does.. dats our heavenly father. But den... wad r all dis friens around us for? im sure god place em in our life for a reason. but who r e really true ones? i had learnt in a sermon e other day.. nt to pin too much hopes on man. i agree.. but when u hv already trust e person so much n have so much hope on e person already.. its jus too late to take back e hope. n u will feel lyk.. u cnt turn back anymore. its lyk once u choose dis choice, all e other choices r all gone when u found out u made e wrong choice. Nt onli in relationship but in friendship esp too. After all these yrs, i hv yet to find smone to share my burden, smone hu will understand me well.. those of my close friens r now either overseas or staying far away frm me or they r jus too bz wf their own stuffs. i dont know y i suddenly felt lyk posting dis. life is really tough, but i realise.. God is e only ONE who can walk thru all these wf us.
